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T - 1 wk
The whole point of growing is to find the courage to say what we feel inside. This was it. And this is how healing begins, by recognising...
matilde tomat
Sep 17, 20233 min read
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“Your truth is provisional, and the only thing backing it up is who you are at the time you wrote this or that, and that your joys and...
matilde tomat
Apr 14, 20232 min read
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MRes wk 9 - 21NOV22
So, there was the graduation. It was good but it also left me with some strange feelings I have to process. The main one is a state of...
matilde tomat
Nov 21, 20222 min read
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MRes wk8 /ish
This week was different. It was the week of my graduation which I think deserves its dedicated post; but I also when to the last...
matilde tomat
Nov 15, 20224 min read
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MRes wk 07 - 7NOV22
This has been a week of thinking and catching up. There is no uni, no lectures to audit, no readings to be done but... but... I had to...
matilde tomat
Nov 8, 20222 min read
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MRes wk 06 - 31OCT22
I have been feeling off. And overwhelmed. I am at a stage in my research - which is just in its embryo - where I feel I have so much to...
matilde tomat
Nov 2, 20222 min read
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MRes wk 05 - 23OCT22
It is back home and back to uni while leaving part of my heart in Glastonbury and down south. Phenomenology crawls under my skin, which...
matilde tomat
Oct 26, 20223 min read
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Ann of the Apples - Glastonbury 22
[This post follows the previous one which ended with…] I am continuing to write this, sitting on the Abbey grounds. I am sitting right in...
matilde tomat
Oct 19, 20225 min read
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MRes wk 04 - 18OCT22
I am away. I don't think I have ever felt such a need to leave as I felt lately. I didn't even pack. I was ready. I have been ready since...
matilde tomat
Oct 19, 20222 min read
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: TAW wk 11 - autonomy
It is finished. The heartache and fear paid off. My beautiful piece, of which I am so so proud, has been installed, it is ready to be...
matilde tomat
May 29, 20221 min read
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: TAW wk 10 - self-protection
This is now feeling like the end. Next week is the installation and I am still feeling poorly and the recording has been a struggle....
matilde tomat
May 22, 20221 min read
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: TAW wk 09 - compassion
There has been a full weekend at the supervision course, and the clearing of my space at university. This has been a week of mixed...
matilde tomat
May 15, 20222 min read
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: TAW wk 08 - strength
Strength is a virtue I have mixed emotions about: people tend to tell me they find me strong and determined; I feel fragile. I often have...
matilde tomat
May 8, 20221 min read
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: TAW wk 07 - connection
This has been a week of understanding and frantically trying to keep myself together and safe. One thing worth mentioning: I came home...
matilde tomat
May 1, 20224 min read
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: TAW wk 06 - abundance
I have been struggling quite a lot with reconciling God from the Christian perspective and abundance as in money and financial happiness....
matilde tomat
Apr 24, 20223 min read
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: TAW wk 05 - possibility
The very first line of the chapter mentions the doubts we have in accepting God's generosity and our ideas on limited possibilities. What...
matilde tomat
Apr 17, 20223 min read
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: TAW wk 04 - integrity
Well, and even weekend n.2 has been completed! I have to say that I am very proud of myself: I showed up, I felt prepared, I know I am...
matilde tomat
Apr 10, 20222 min read
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diss : HaK + D*G
Before I start reminiscing the experience of my Mawddach Residency, I took some time off to go back into the flow of things at university...
matilde tomat
Mar 6, 20222 min read
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So, this is the last day and the last night here. And my last blogging from this table in the kitchen having a beer, or sitting in the...
matilde tomat
Feb 19, 20222 min read
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I have been consumed by anxiety in the morning: driving back, back to a place where I feel out-of-place... but then I realised that this...
matilde tomat
Feb 18, 20222 min read
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